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White 1958

by Iamdeadsmiles58

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In my emptiness I have found a place no one can find me. No one can see me. No one can hurt me. Everything is white in this world, everything is so white in this world. I am no longer afraid anymore here I am no longer afraid anymore here I lay your hand your arms and everything is perfect now. Your eyes tell stories sorrow of a time. I am happier now with you.
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The same scenerio (free) 02:30
Where have you gone, Seen my way. Holding inside what was mine force feeding all the lies. What was mine It's the same scenario all over and over again I swear, running in circles circles circles it wont matter. Where ever I go I swear I'll be anywhere you know following stalking leave me alone. It's all a show for a show a show a show. Manipulative people what you could've seen all the things you could've become it was just a scene nothing wouldn't exist right now I don't exist what does it matter to me It's just full of fucking shit how do you see what's the matter what will become of me now what don't you see it what the fuck am I. I will let it go right now let it go let it go.
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Every day is the same. We're all in pain. Its so insane. Don't close your eyes on sunrise because you never know if your sun down is ever promised. Its the end so long my friends the hole point of the meaning of life is there's no justifiable purpose.
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Everything you have done to me is a result of who I am. There is nothing you can give to me that will ever make you understand. There hate there rape creates hate where late to create something great there hate there hate there way there hate there hate there way there way there way there way there way there way there way. This world made me into who I am for everything it has done to me is a result of who I am the pain the agony is a result of who I am distraught with illusions of grandeur created me to become who I am There is nothing you can do to save me now I am this way I am the way I am meant to be now from the all the actions you have done they have molded me into this person I am now. You can't change everything you have done to me. It has its meaning and its purpose nothing matters anymore we all live a life time of illusions. It's better off this way. You can't make me into who you want me to be I will forever be the animal you have created inside I have died a million deaths and resurrected to becoming who I am you will never know who I am.
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Sick Girl 04:13
Sick girl don't you think this is such a god damn bad idea. I cant believe you made your self so sick this way. Shes sick so sick shes sick so sick girls sick shes sick sick shes sick . Poison is not the remedy to the sickness inside sick girl don't cry. Don't be a fool to conformity sick girl don't die. You have no answers to the puzzles you have created for yourself . I am the answer to your diseases you have created for your hell. Sick girl be well through your struggle to find health.
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It fades away. Like it did yesterday. Pretty pill takes that part of you away. Mental anguish is what you gave to me all I hear is the static the static the static the static to result of this behavior in me. You will never know what you did to me there is nothing you can do now that will ever change my mind about you. All I ever did was try to love you you made me feel like I was worthy of being somebody important. Shades of for ever are gone with out you I can die now. Take your fucking cock whore face out of my mind.
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There is something inside of me that i can not even comprehend I cannot even fathom. I am not like each and every one of you living generic lives is all that you do. listen to what they told you is all that you knew. Fuck everybody all your popular Idealistic minds. Mines it might just challenge yours.
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White 1958 05:13
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I know what you are your the face of a falling star. I'm dead just like you returning for it's newest compromise. Belly of the beast shall open her eyes. I am the death of a fucking star I am the death of a falling star I am the death of falling star i am the death of a falling star I am the death of a falling star.
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You're a bitch with a gun and you wanna have some fun and you're dumb and your dumb and your mother fucking dumb and your dumb and your mother fucking dumb and your dumb and your dumb. The blood has dried up from your hands. From my chest lays an open womb. Now i'm dead dead now where all dead.
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Manipulation 00:28
They brain washed society they believe in greed there ego not me. Putting everybody against each other is part of the manipulation.
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This  is  album  is  a  reflection  of  everything  that  influenced  me  and  hurt  me  through  the  course  of  3  years.  Started  writing  this  album  in  late  November.  All  guitar's  and  drums  are  sampled  and  vocals  are  done  by  me.    I  put  everything  together  myself  and  created  this  montage  of  what  this  album  speaks  of.

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released January 15, 2016

Album art done by Daniel Robles

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Iamdeadsmiles58 New York, New York

Iamdeadsmiles58 is a one man experimental Blackened Noise Grind core project.

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